first shard
Sometime looking back on this
you know you'll talk of
how you crowned each soiled scrap of me
as you found it with a kiss.
And I know I'll remind you
I remember
your forgiving lips
meeting my chilled, festering flesh.
We'll be lying, but I still want this.
second shard
Come back to me when I am whole.
third shard
When something falls to pieces it shatters
but before you're content thinking me glass
remember I will never be translucent.
fourth shard
I'm drifting through my kingdom
where the sun succumbs, keels over, bleeds out, dies.
When stillness corrodes the earth
I stand waiting, arms outstretched the exact
Sad Little Girl
A heaven built from pain,
Nightmares begotten from lies.
A girl that struggles to stay sane,
Thus our story will begin from a mere vice.
Forgotten by everyone and damned for life,
She seeks out her sanctuary with her little knife.
Unwanted and cursed with rejection,
Shes entranced into her rapture to escape the tension.
Crying tears filled with disdain,
She cowers in a corner helpless, in vain.
The darkness obscure her watery eyes,
And painfully wraps her like a shield from their lies.
Their lies.
Like mephitic needles, they stab her heart.
Unfortunate and unknown, they leave a mark,
A mark of pain and so
Bleed insignificant one
You are inconsiderable
Scream at the top of your lungs
You are contemptible
Suffocate as the life departs you
You are worthless
A waste of air
A waste of space
Conceived in shame
Born in filth
A smear
Of no human value
A stain
A disgrace to mankind
You are nothing
You are impure
You will never rise
You will never be
You will forever be inferior
You will forever be worthless
I took the neighbour's dog for an early morning walk to clear my troubled mind.
It was cold. The air smelled of rain. The wind roused the trees in with a gentle morning caress.
Tiny droplets poured down from a half clear sky as the sun rose from behind migrating clouds.
It's been so long since I've felt dew soak my shoes.
Since I've heard the crows and song birds sing together.
So long since I've tasted the bite of crisp air in my throat.
I've missed mornings.
I've missed sleep.
Perhaps the two will meet again soon.
Like old friends who should have forgotten each other.
But couldn't.
My Miranda
Miranda, my darling, I hold you so dear
The secret you keep all others would fear
And death and destruction would soon become known
If to the world my dear Miranda was shown.
So great like a planet yet lost in the clouds
A veil to hide all that youd shout
Miranda, Miranda, I reach for the sky
But youre a star
They dont know I have you, which is probably good
Lost so deep out in space yet find you they could
Dont mention Miranda, dont speak of its name
Or Ill take the downfall and go up in flames
So great like a planet yet lost in the clouds
A veil to hide all that you
I'm sorry,
I wish you all the best
But I can't pick you up anymore,
I can't cry over you anymore,
My eyes still sting from the salt.
I can't stay the same forever just to make you happy
But know I wished I could.
You're irreplaceable,
But if I am to move on
I need to leave you behind.
You've taught me a lot about life
even if a lot of it was about its difficulties.
I see the image of how you broke me
Reflected everywhere
But I won't be this way forever.
You're stronger than you think you are
You'll be fine without me
But I'm not fine with you.
You think I'm the only one
Who will ever understand you
But I'm not, and I don'
Trust.
It's something earned,
Not given.
It's like an ember of my heart,
Placed inside yours
To hold and protect.
Extinguishing it or throwing it away
Will break our bond,
It may never be repaired.
Don't try to steal an ember,
For it's not rightfully yours
Until I personally place it in your chest.
Once it's there,
It grows and strengthens
Until it's a fire.
A fire of trust
That can't be extinguished
That can't be thrown out.
It will always be there,
Linking me to you.
I'm Miranda. 15. Piercings. Genuine. Hard headed. Short. Brown hair. Brown eyes. Just another straight girl for gay rights. Buddha's pretty awesome. Metal and Rock. Anime.
<33 DON'T I LOOK FUCKING SERIOUS TO YOU?!?! FFFFFUUUUUU-!
Current Residence: Canada Favourite genre of music: Metal and rock moesukrah. Personal Quote: You're strong.